so yeah, It is indeed a school night and yet, I can't do that whole sleep thing... oh wells. I'm sorry for my relative inactivity around here. I just keep seeing my deviation count and my message center expanding when ever I get the chance to breeze by, but I just haven't done much about it. I've been drawing (miracle of miracles) but its just enough to say I'm surviving. Let's just say that not having an art class this semester has been nothing short of murder. That and a number of reasons have just left me really discouraged
like, I've lately become discouraged in my coloring style. I'm just really seeing a whole lot of flat and boring where I really want to work in more flair and style... I think maybe I might try doing some more traditional and prisma work and seeing if that'll help translate into my digital coloring cuz right now, I look at all my shading and stuff and I just get annoyed and close out whatever I was working on.
There's also the big fanart block to consider. I'm not gonna lie, I'll look at fanart, but as far as drawing it myself, it's just not what I'm passionate about. However, I know that hard awful fact that if I drew more fanart, I'd get more attention, but that's not why I want people to look at me. It even comes from my own close friends, even though I know they don't mean to. They constantly hound me to draw fan comics and bombard me with other artists who draw fanart to where I don't even want to draw my own characters anymore.... It's that discouraging to think that even my own friends would like my art better if it was more fandom based instead of the ocean art or just fantasy art I love so much pour so much effort into.
At long last, there's just been a lot of stress (big surprise) in just about every social facet of my life to where it's difficult not to let it bog me down. Ironically, it's not the severity, but the sheer volume of individual situations that I've been finding so overwhelming to where I'm just flat out exasperated to where I wanna give up and just isolate myself entirely>.< The only upside is that I'm trying to get a couple of my friends to join up here on dA, but I'm pretty sure they're sick of hearing me seeing as neither of them have even come close.
so meh... I know nobody like to read this kind of junk, but I'm trying to be as art-angst centered rather than just pure angst centered as possible just so you, the few the proud, and the much appreciated

can get a heads up to my extended absence. All the same, I'm gonna stop right now before this really makes me look like an idiot.
Devious Comments
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If history is to change, let it change. If the world is to be destroyed, so be it. If my fate is to die, I must simply laugh.
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Fantasy doesn't always have to be fiction.
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Nightime Sharpens, Heightens Each Sensation
Darkness Stirs and Wakes Imagination
~Phantom of the Opera
Band Geeks Unite! ~Band-Geeks
My Clubs
FLUTE ROCKS!
There's that comic I was talking about yesterday!!
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You wouldn't care what people think of you if you realized how seldom they do.
Sometimes the best reason to keep living is to spite those who want you dead.
Website whoring time! Asterism: [link]
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hi welcome for u i love Zelda and FF7 and Trgun sorry i talk lol :3
[link]
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Her hair is like gold in the mountain breeze,
She has her kingdom's symbol on her dress
She is wise, yet couragious,
Hyrule's protector....
Zelda
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I am Kalo, the Bohemian Mermaid X3
Faves without comments make sad Kalo ...
Here are my clubs: ~Mermafied ~TheCentaurClub ~ghibli-club :devthedragongu
I have a picture of a dragon that i drew and it'd be cool if you could draw it for me. you draw dragons soo cooly!
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Her hair is like gold in the mountain breeze,
She has her kingdom's symbol on her dress
She is wise, yet couragious,
Hyrule's protector....
Zelda
How's life? School is killer for me X_x
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What the Russ?
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People are not capable because they are born so,
but because they never gave up.
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Kelpie says "Hi!"
If God made the world like Pokemon, could I be Ash?- Cody
and a watch for you too!
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Dance Water! DANCE!!
if the lid fails to respond use aggression to liberate the pickles! XD
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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.
hello to you, as well
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I am Kalo, the Bohemian Mermaid X3
Faves without comments make sad Kalo ...
Here are my clubs: ~Mermafied ~TheCentaurClub ~ghibli-club :devthedragongu
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Nightime Sharpens, Heightens Each Sensation
Darkness Stirs and Wakes Imagination
~Phantom of the Opera
Band Geeks Unite! ~Band-Geeks
My Clubs
FLUTE ROCKS!
Anywho, hello~<3
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::Yo-ho, haul together:Hoist the colors high:Heave ho:Theives and beggars:Never shall we die::
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Do you have an FFf?
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OMG Don't have a russ!
Now I must go meander about your gallery.
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Do you have an FFf?
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OMG Don't have a russ!
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Kelpie says "Hi!"
If God made the world like Pokemon, could I be Ash?- Cody
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What the Russ?
= = =
People are not capable because they are born so,
but because they never gave up.
Thanks so much for the fav
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"I dOn't know
I dOn't care
and it dOesn't make any difference"
A. Einstein
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Return the love.
Read the description too.
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Nightime Sharpens, Heightens Each Sensation
Darkness Stirs and Wakes Imagination
~Phantom of the Opera
Band Geeks Unite! ~Band-Geeks
My Clubs
FLUTE ROCKS!
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